i'm gonna do this for the rest of the week. (i think?) WOWP is very nice! hahaha i think i can re-watch everything and still laugh again. and i especially love eating while watching shows. when mum called to say she bought dinner and already on the way home, i quickly load some WOWP episodes on youtube to make sure i can eat and watch shows at the same time later.^^
anyway anyone who's also as lifeless as me, you can ask me out and together we'll make our days amazing. LOL ok i'm kidding. about that "together we'll make our days amazing"
and wow 2009 is ending soon. this year is not so great (i know many agree with me on this!), but i wanna end it well. :) who's with me?
POSTED BY DAPHNE AT 11:52 PM
"And I'm sorry but this wasn't easy"
POSTED BY DAPHNE AT 1:19 AM
Saturday, November 28, 2009
i accidentally dropped my phone and
there it goes.
(and i think i'll still have to stick to this phone..)
POSTED BY DAPHNE AT 11:59 PM
sugoi night and overnight prayer meeting were great last night. it all ended at 3am and while waiting for the first bus/train to come, we just hung around at the bus stop outside Burger king. there was this great guy who came over to teach the guys play guitar. he kinda entertained us a lil bit too. :) finally we took bus home......... and i reached home at only 8 in the morning. amazingly i was not feeling a tad bit of tiredness at all (at that time). i got home, bathed, get changed then headed to church for childrens' church! ok i was already feeling sleepy when i had not even started doing anything in church. Zzz
let's celebrate my independence today. i went to queue up for service all by myself. Emo feelingz.
after service, dinner at best coffeeshop, fellowship at safra (play pool and Lan)!^^
POSTED BY DAPHNE AT 11:54 PM
Friday, November 27, 2009
I hate rainy days
Grrrr just about it's time for me to go out now, it starts to rain. i don't wanna bring an umbrella! (cos i know it just not gonna work) how.....
i'm going to riverwalk now to have dinner with cg first, then combined BL meeting: sugoi night, then overnight prayer meeting which ends around 3am. i can only go home in the morning which is around 6 i guess? but right after i reached home, bathed, i doubt there will be any time left for me to slep too because i have to go to church for childrens church at 9. crazy busy schedule. i think i will survive. i've already warmed up for these past few days by staying at home the whole day.^^
POSTED BY DAPHNE AT 4:56 PM
Thursday, November 26, 2009
i slept at 5 in the morning and got up at 9 because i had a dental appointment. i was feeling so sleepy at first. so sleepy that i didn't even bother to tie my hair up (i usually do). but after extracting 2 teeths out, i'm so awake now. i can't close my mouth now and it still feels abit numby. i can't feel my lips at all.
can somebody help me? i can't seem to log in to msn. not even check my mail. what happened? and now i have to use ebuddy. :(
POSTED BY DAPHNE AT 10:32 AM
can't nobody do it like you
All I hear is raindrops falling on the rooftop Oh baby, tell me why'd you have to go 'Cause this pain I feel it won't go away And today I'm officially missing you
I thought that from this heartache, I could escape But I've fronted long enough to know There ain't no way And today, I'm officially missing you
Ooh... can't nobody do it like you Said every little thing you do, hey, baby Said it stays on my mind And I'm officially
All I do is lay around, two years full of tears From looking at your face on the wall Just a week ago you were my baby Now I don't even know you at all, I don't know you at all
Well, I wish that you would call me right now So that I could get through to you somehow But I guess it's safe to say, baby Safe to say that I'm officially missing you
Well, I thought I could just get over you, baby But I see there's something I just can't do From the way you would hold me To the sweet things you told me I just can't find a way to let go of you
POSTED BY DAPHNE AT 4:59 AM
it seems like everyone's gymming during the holidays. COOL they can go to gym with friends, at the same time, get a nice body. i wanna go jogging but everytime the thought of doing it alone just makes me feel like dropping the idea already. i wanna jog not because i wanna get a nice body or whatever. just that i think i really need to exercise!^^ it's getting rusty already. xiang dang nian.... val remember anot! the cps backyard, track and field, whistle sounds, hurdles dropping sounds.. i miss those days. i wanna run tmr! no wait, i mean later.
POSTED BY DAPHNE AT 3:06 AM
If I could, then I would I'll go wherever you will go Way up high or down low I'll go wherever you will go
I know now, just quite how My life and love might still go on In your heart, in your mind I'll stay with you for all of time
POSTED BY DAPHNE AT 2:40 AM
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
hi! yay i love being able to wake up late every day. i woke up at 2pm today. then i went to amk to do some teeth xray thing all by myself this afternoon. it took me like 1 hour to travel back and forth and doing the xray thing. very fast.. :) i got home by 5 and started eating and watching telly. untill 8pm i was really tired so i went to sleep and i got up again at 11pm! i wanna do something productive tomorrow! because i'm already a stupid fool for the past few months and i'm gonna stop now, before i can get anymore stupid-er.
POSTED BY DAPHNE AT 11:55 PM
ok it's 4am and i'm still alive and kicking. ROAR
i'm facebooking now and i came across this page "You know you go to canberra secondary school when.." and everyone just start writing on the wall. there're a few that made me laugh and it acually do make sense.
"you know you go to canberra secondary school when someone in your class shouts 'Mr james!' (canberra police), you run back to your seat and act innocent like an angel"
"you know you go to canberra secondary school when you eat the same food from the same food stall everytime during recess and wonder why the auntie and uncle can charge different prices everytime"
"you know you go to canberra secondary school when you settle all your gangster problems at block 481 which is so ridiculous cos it's just beside the school"
k i'm very hungry now. should i eat? i'm sure i'm gonna fall asleep right after i eat, if i'm gonna eat. ok i shouldn't eat.
POSTED BY DAPHNE AT 4:06 AM
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
i wish i could write down all my problems here cos' i'm feeling no good inside. but, i think it's best i just keep it all to myself. i don't really know what's going now. story by another story. whatever it is, it's never about me. there is so much i wanna say but i just don't know how to put to words. and no matter how hard i try, it's just not gonna change anything. right?
i've never been so serious about anything
and now, it hurts so bad
POSTED BY DAPHNE AT 4:41 PM
Hey, Jude, don't make it bad Take a sad song and make it better Remember to let her into your heart Then you can start to make it better
Hey, Jude, don't be afraid You were made to go out and get her The minute you let her under your skin Then you begin to make it better
And any time you feel the pain Hey, Jude, refrain Don't carry the world upon your shoulder For well you know that it's a fool Who plays it cool By making his world a little colder
Hey, Jude, don't let me down You have found her, now go and get her (Let it out and let it in) Remember (hey, Jude) to let her into your heart Then you can start to make it better
POSTED BY DAPHNE AT 4:40 PM
last night was crazy.
went to town with leejie johnny jaren james hanwee, wanting to catch a movie but the guys suggested to drink so..... there we go, we stayed at jaren's house downstairs playground for the whole night. they got absolutvodka from some convenience store. we played scissor paper stone drinking game therefore..... drink drank drunk. and i think i vomitted the most even tho i didn't drink the most. LOL
i felt terrible throughout the whole night, and still i am.
POSTED BY DAPHNE AT 4:36 PM
Sunday, November 22, 2009
i don't like to feel like i'm being blamed for some things. :(
i don't wanna sound like one emo girl here so i'm gonna make a happy post by just blogging all the good things that happened today, and leave out all the bad ones.
1. i woke up at 2am 2. leejie came over to my house 3. we did nails, bracelets, and talk talk talk 4. today's a sunny day! (very rare for this season)
aiya i can't think of any other good things already.
and i never tell everyone. really.
POSTED BY DAPHNE AT 11:24 PM
Am I fooled?
I don't even know
I'm such a loser
POSTED BY DAPHNE AT 2:42 AM
Saturday, November 21, 2009
i slept for like only 4 hours yesterday so i was feeling very tired this morning. i did woke up at the right time but i almost wanted to just go back to sleep, which i didn't in the end. brrrrrrr morning shower felt so cold. so as usual, served in childrens' church. i went back to attendance-taking in the morning before going to take care of the walk-in counter. oh and i got pulled by this Jams guy while serving at the walk-in counter but everything was alright.^^
it is very heartwarming to see the kids remembering you. today was the first time i was doing attendance taking ever since my study break and there's this kid who waved at me, held my hand near to his face, and said "how come very long never see you!". Awwwwwww
service was great. wah for the past few days i have been emo-ing, like you can see it by reading my previous entries. i'm getting discouraged easily by things around me. :( ok anyway, after service, dinner at best coffeeshop before going to holland V then tea garden for fellowship! we were so bored that we even played "who find the bible verse first?" challenge.
cel val and i took bus 961 home. we have been taking alot of buses going to woodlands bus interchange. we were talking about the number of buses at woodlands bus interchange compared to the number of buses at sembawang bus interchange. i think from woodlands, we can go almost anywhere! from sembawang bus interchange, you can just go yishun, woodlands, novena and some other random places. BORING
POSTED BY DAPHNE AT 11:52 PM
Friday, November 20, 2009
had cgm in the evening at Sentosa (aka khoonfai's house cos the floor's damn sandy). before that met up with leejie at yishun and we kinda walked around, which was also why she was kinda late for her cgm hahahaha. i headed to kf's house early and we had macs since it was still early. after cgm, played Cheat with the guys and wahlao, mark acted so well!
daph: eh mark your turn! mark: errrr wait ah -still looking for cards- lionel: so slow! mark: wah heng ah! 2 10! -put down cards- everyone: -look at him with suspicion- ok........ he did cheated.
we had supper at the prata shop opp! cel val and i thought we missed the last train so we went over to west coast rc there to take 963 back to woodlands. ok very lamez cos in the end, we reached marsiling and caught the last train. we went back to sembawang to slack untill 2am. talked about alot of things!!!!!
ok i really need to go and sleep already. i need to wake up at 7am tomorrow!
POSTED BY DAPHNE AT 11:59 PM
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Time to leave
i had lunch with shannen, leejie, yunting and james at newton hawker centre this afternoon. supposingly we were to meet at 1pm but leejie and i woke up at like 12pm only so we decided to change the meeting time to 2pm. and i know this is gonna sound like another typical "i hate rainy days", but i really hate rainy days. maybe just for today. i merely walked to the nearest bus stop, even with an umbrella, and i got myself all wet already. so much for getting myself clean and prepared before going out. oh yes food at newton hawker centre, yummy.
met up with valA at town afterwards. had dinner with adelaide and her friend first before going to visit cel and val because they are working at town! hahahha and it's really very funny to watch how cel can't recognize valA with her rebonded hair. so cute. valA and i went to walk around before meeting up cel and val again at 7pm because it was their break-time. i love them.^^
POSTED BY DAPHNE AT 11:34 PM
Find me in Your holiness Lead me in Your righteousness How I love You Beautiful Savior
When I’m weak You make me strong Bearing my cross I carry on How I need You Heavenly Father
Search my heart O Lord You know my every thought An open book to You I place my all in Your hands
Falling at Your feet As my whole world fades away Falling at Your feet Let my life be wholly Thine My life be wholly Thine Jesus
Emmanuel, Emmanuel Abba Father Never let me go
POSTED BY DAPHNE AT 1:45 AM
every night i'm going through hell somebody take me out of here, please
POSTED BY DAPHNE AT 1:04 AM
Monday, November 30, 2009
"It's hard to wait around for something you know might never happen; but it's even harder to give up when you know it's everything you want"
POSTED BY DAPHNE AT 2:05 AM
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Watch out for heartbreakers all they do is take your love and leave
catchy song~
i spent the whole day in front of computer from 2pm onwards,
i'm gonna do this for the rest of the week. (i think?) WOWP is very nice! hahaha i think i can re-watch everything and still laugh again. and i especially love eating while watching shows. when mum called to say she bought dinner and already on the way home, i quickly load some WOWP episodes on youtube to make sure i can eat and watch shows at the same time later.^^
anyway anyone who's also as lifeless as me, you can ask me out and together we'll make our days amazing. LOL ok i'm kidding. about that "together we'll make our days amazing"
and wow 2009 is ending soon. this year is not so great (i know many agree with me on this!), but i wanna end it well. :) who's with me?
POSTED BY DAPHNE AT 11:52 PM
"And I'm sorry but this wasn't easy"
POSTED BY DAPHNE AT 1:19 AM
Saturday, November 28, 2009
i accidentally dropped my phone and
there it goes.
(and i think i'll still have to stick to this phone..)
POSTED BY DAPHNE AT 11:59 PM
sugoi night and overnight prayer meeting were great last night. it all ended at 3am and while waiting for the first bus/train to come, we just hung around at the bus stop outside Burger king. there was this great guy who came over to teach the guys play guitar. he kinda entertained us a lil bit too. :) finally we took bus home......... and i reached home at only 8 in the morning. amazingly i was not feeling a tad bit of tiredness at all (at that time). i got home, bathed, get changed then headed to church for childrens' church! ok i was already feeling sleepy when i had not even started doing anything in church. Zzz
let's celebrate my independence today. i went to queue up for service all by myself. Emo feelingz.
after service, dinner at best coffeeshop, fellowship at safra (play pool and Lan)!^^
POSTED BY DAPHNE AT 11:54 PM
Friday, November 27, 2009
I hate rainy days
Grrrr just about it's time for me to go out now, it starts to rain. i don't wanna bring an umbrella! (cos i know it just not gonna work) how.....
i'm going to riverwalk now to have dinner with cg first, then combined BL meeting: sugoi night, then overnight prayer meeting which ends around 3am. i can only go home in the morning which is around 6 i guess? but right after i reached home, bathed, i doubt there will be any time left for me to slep too because i have to go to church for childrens church at 9. crazy busy schedule. i think i will survive. i've already warmed up for these past few days by staying at home the whole day.^^
POSTED BY DAPHNE AT 4:56 PM
Thursday, November 26, 2009
i slept at 5 in the morning and got up at 9 because i had a dental appointment. i was feeling so sleepy at first. so sleepy that i didn't even bother to tie my hair up (i usually do). but after extracting 2 teeths out, i'm so awake now. i can't close my mouth now and it still feels abit numby. i can't feel my lips at all.
can somebody help me? i can't seem to log in to msn. not even check my mail. what happened? and now i have to use ebuddy. :(
POSTED BY DAPHNE AT 10:32 AM
can't nobody do it like you
All I hear is raindrops falling on the rooftop Oh baby, tell me why'd you have to go 'Cause this pain I feel it won't go away And today I'm officially missing you
I thought that from this heartache, I could escape But I've fronted long enough to know There ain't no way And today, I'm officially missing you
Ooh... can't nobody do it like you Said every little thing you do, hey, baby Said it stays on my mind And I'm officially
All I do is lay around, two years full of tears From looking at your face on the wall Just a week ago you were my baby Now I don't even know you at all, I don't know you at all
Well, I wish that you would call me right now So that I could get through to you somehow But I guess it's safe to say, baby Safe to say that I'm officially missing you
Well, I thought I could just get over you, baby But I see there's something I just can't do From the way you would hold me To the sweet things you told me I just can't find a way to let go of you
POSTED BY DAPHNE AT 4:59 AM
it seems like everyone's gymming during the holidays. COOL they can go to gym with friends, at the same time, get a nice body. i wanna go jogging but everytime the thought of doing it alone just makes me feel like dropping the idea already. i wanna jog not because i wanna get a nice body or whatever. just that i think i really need to exercise!^^ it's getting rusty already. xiang dang nian.... val remember anot! the cps backyard, track and field, whistle sounds, hurdles dropping sounds.. i miss those days. i wanna run tmr! no wait, i mean later.
POSTED BY DAPHNE AT 3:06 AM
If I could, then I would I'll go wherever you will go Way up high or down low I'll go wherever you will go
I know now, just quite how My life and love might still go on In your heart, in your mind I'll stay with you for all of time
POSTED BY DAPHNE AT 2:40 AM
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
hi! yay i love being able to wake up late every day. i woke up at 2pm today. then i went to amk to do some teeth xray thing all by myself this afternoon. it took me like 1 hour to travel back and forth and doing the xray thing. very fast.. :) i got home by 5 and started eating and watching telly. untill 8pm i was really tired so i went to sleep and i got up again at 11pm! i wanna do something productive tomorrow! because i'm already a stupid fool for the past few months and i'm gonna stop now, before i can get anymore stupid-er.
POSTED BY DAPHNE AT 11:55 PM
ok it's 4am and i'm still alive and kicking. ROAR
i'm facebooking now and i came across this page "You know you go to canberra secondary school when.." and everyone just start writing on the wall. there're a few that made me laugh and it acually do make sense.
"you know you go to canberra secondary school when someone in your class shouts 'Mr james!' (canberra police), you run back to your seat and act innocent like an angel"
"you know you go to canberra secondary school when you eat the same food from the same food stall everytime during recess and wonder why the auntie and uncle can charge different prices everytime"
"you know you go to canberra secondary school when you settle all your gangster problems at block 481 which is so ridiculous cos it's just beside the school"
k i'm very hungry now. should i eat? i'm sure i'm gonna fall asleep right after i eat, if i'm gonna eat. ok i shouldn't eat.
POSTED BY DAPHNE AT 4:06 AM
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
i wish i could write down all my problems here cos' i'm feeling no good inside. but, i think it's best i just keep it all to myself. i don't really know what's going now. story by another story. whatever it is, it's never about me. there is so much i wanna say but i just don't know how to put to words. and no matter how hard i try, it's just not gonna change anything. right?
i've never been so serious about anything
and now, it hurts so bad
POSTED BY DAPHNE AT 4:41 PM
Hey, Jude, don't make it bad Take a sad song and make it better Remember to let her into your heart Then you can start to make it better
Hey, Jude, don't be afraid You were made to go out and get her The minute you let her under your skin Then you begin to make it better
And any time you feel the pain Hey, Jude, refrain Don't carry the world upon your shoulder For well you know that it's a fool Who plays it cool By making his world a little colder
Hey, Jude, don't let me down You have found her, now go and get her (Let it out and let it in) Remember (hey, Jude) to let her into your heart Then you can start to make it better
POSTED BY DAPHNE AT 4:40 PM
last night was crazy.
went to town with leejie johnny jaren james hanwee, wanting to catch a movie but the guys suggested to drink so..... there we go, we stayed at jaren's house downstairs playground for the whole night. they got absolutvodka from some convenience store. we played scissor paper stone drinking game therefore..... drink drank drunk. and i think i vomitted the most even tho i didn't drink the most. LOL
i felt terrible throughout the whole night, and still i am.
POSTED BY DAPHNE AT 4:36 PM
Sunday, November 22, 2009
i don't like to feel like i'm being blamed for some things. :(
i don't wanna sound like one emo girl here so i'm gonna make a happy post by just blogging all the good things that happened today, and leave out all the bad ones.
1. i woke up at 2am 2. leejie came over to my house 3. we did nails, bracelets, and talk talk talk 4. today's a sunny day! (very rare for this season)
aiya i can't think of any other good things already.
and i never tell everyone. really.
POSTED BY DAPHNE AT 11:24 PM
Am I fooled?
I don't even know
I'm such a loser
POSTED BY DAPHNE AT 2:42 AM
Saturday, November 21, 2009
i slept for like only 4 hours yesterday so i was feeling very tired this morning. i did woke up at the right time but i almost wanted to just go back to sleep, which i didn't in the end. brrrrrrr morning shower felt so cold. so as usual, served in childrens' church. i went back to attendance-taking in the morning before going to take care of the walk-in counter. oh and i got pulled by this Jams guy while serving at the walk-in counter but everything was alright.^^
it is very heartwarming to see the kids remembering you. today was the first time i was doing attendance taking ever since my study break and there's this kid who waved at me, held my hand near to his face, and said "how come very long never see you!". Awwwwwww
service was great. wah for the past few days i have been emo-ing, like you can see it by reading my previous entries. i'm getting discouraged easily by things around me. :( ok anyway, after service, dinner at best coffeeshop before going to holland V then tea garden for fellowship! we were so bored that we even played "who find the bible verse first?" challenge.
cel val and i took bus 961 home. we have been taking alot of buses going to woodlands bus interchange. we were talking about the number of buses at woodlands bus interchange compared to the number of buses at sembawang bus interchange. i think from woodlands, we can go almost anywhere! from sembawang bus interchange, you can just go yishun, woodlands, novena and some other random places. BORING
POSTED BY DAPHNE AT 11:52 PM
Friday, November 20, 2009
had cgm in the evening at Sentosa (aka khoonfai's house cos the floor's damn sandy). before that met up with leejie at yishun and we kinda walked around, which was also why she was kinda late for her cgm hahahaha. i headed to kf's house early and we had macs since it was still early. after cgm, played Cheat with the guys and wahlao, mark acted so well!
daph: eh mark your turn! mark: errrr wait ah -still looking for cards- lionel: so slow! mark: wah heng ah! 2 10! -put down cards- everyone: -look at him with suspicion- ok........ he did cheated.
we had supper at the prata shop opp! cel val and i thought we missed the last train so we went over to west coast rc there to take 963 back to woodlands. ok very lamez cos in the end, we reached marsiling and caught the last train. we went back to sembawang to slack untill 2am. talked about alot of things!!!!!
ok i really need to go and sleep already. i need to wake up at 7am tomorrow!
POSTED BY DAPHNE AT 11:59 PM
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Time to leave
i had lunch with shannen, leejie, yunting and james at newton hawker centre this afternoon. supposingly we were to meet at 1pm but leejie and i woke up at like 12pm only so we decided to change the meeting time to 2pm. and i know this is gonna sound like another typical "i hate rainy days", but i really hate rainy days. maybe just for today. i merely walked to the nearest bus stop, even with an umbrella, and i got myself all wet already. so much for getting myself clean and prepared before going out. oh yes food at newton hawker centre, yummy.
met up with valA at town afterwards. had dinner with adelaide and her friend first before going to visit cel and val because they are working at town! hahahha and it's really very funny to watch how cel can't recognize valA with her rebonded hair. so cute. valA and i went to walk around before meeting up cel and val again at 7pm because it was their break-time. i love them.^^
POSTED BY DAPHNE AT 11:34 PM
Find me in Your holiness Lead me in Your righteousness How I love You Beautiful Savior
When I’m weak You make me strong Bearing my cross I carry on How I need You Heavenly Father
Search my heart O Lord You know my every thought An open book to You I place my all in Your hands
Falling at Your feet As my whole world fades away Falling at Your feet Let my life be wholly Thine My life be wholly Thine Jesus
Emmanuel, Emmanuel Abba Father Never let me go
POSTED BY DAPHNE AT 1:45 AM
every night i'm going through hell somebody take me out of here, please